03 Oct 2011, 14:13
Post #1
So a couple weeks ago me and my bf, bff and some other frends were at a party. I was basically the only one not drunk there so I remember vlearly everything that happened. I spent the whole night with my bf because he didn't know anyone and because I wanted to. Except when he was at sauna and then he went out for a cigarette while I watched my guy friend dj. It was like 15minutes.
Yesterday evening my bf called me and shouted for 30minutes. He said that my bff (who was totally wasted at the party) told him that I had told her that I can't talk to my bf about everything and I didnt want to go keep him company and left him sitting alone. And while he was out smoking everyone outside told him to go watch me and my friend that he cant be trusted. So my bff shouted to me that I dont trust him and why I lie to him when I told him that none of those things really haso he chose to trust those shity friends of mine.
After that I got a panic attack and started hyperventilating. Basicly almost all of my friends talked shit about me and stabbed me in the back and my bf hasnt talked to me since. If someone came to me talking shit about him I would believe him of course because I trust him fully.
So yeah I just wrote this here because I have no friends I can trust anymore and I just need someone to talk to..
Yesterday evening my bf called me and shouted for 30minutes. He said that my bff (who was totally wasted at the party) told him that I had told her that I can't talk to my bf about everything and I didnt want to go keep him company and left him sitting alone. And while he was out smoking everyone outside told him to go watch me and my friend that he cant be trusted. So my bff shouted to me that I dont trust him and why I lie to him when I told him that none of those things really haso he chose to trust those shity friends of mine.
After that I got a panic attack and started hyperventilating. Basicly almost all of my friends talked shit about me and stabbed me in the back and my bf hasnt talked to me since. If someone came to me talking shit about him I would believe him of course because I trust him fully.
So yeah I just wrote this here because I have no friends I can trust anymore and I just need someone to talk to..